When is it finally going to be okay for me to surrender to the fact that I am not okay? When will I be able to talk to someone and get help? When will I be able to sort through my thoughts and emotions to explain to someone else how screwed up I really am? Whenever someone asks me if I’m okay of course I answer with a measly yes, but I know beneath the surface that that isn’t true. Please keep me in your thoughts as I try and sort this out and pray for me to find a time, a place and a person that is perfect for me to talk to. Thanks.