Can you eat yourself to death? Or die due to sitting in bed and watching an unhealthy number of episodes of Grey’s Anatomy in a given period of time? Because quite honestly that is what I feel like I am doing and honestly it seems so much easier than making the decisions that I am facing. I feel like I could eat the entire large bag of chocolate chips that we picked up from the store and I know that there is ice cream in the freezer. I started and finished an entire season of Grey’s within the last week and am onto the next (Today I’ve watched at least 6 episodes and plan to continue watching until I fall asleep). What the heck is wrong with me? I don’t want to have to decide what to do for the next 2 months of my life and just thinking about the next 4 years scares the shit out of me. I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what I want to do. I am so scared of making the right decision that I just want to break down crying, but since I rarely cry instead I lock myself in my room alone with Grey’s and chocolate. This is a problem and I hate it. But I don’t even really want to escape. What. The. Hell. Do. I. Do?!?!?