How is it fair? I can give advice to people but can’t take it myself. I can tell people that everything will work out in the end and for the best yet I can’t believe that to be true myself. I can get emotionally attached to patients on “Grey’s Anatomy” rooting for them to survive and be happy but I have no one in real life rooting for me to be the same. I can stay up for hours helping a friend through a tough time but as soon as we say goodnight I can look outside of a window and start to cry. There just doesn’t seem to be anyone who cares no matter how much hope I try and instill in other people’s lives. And it really isn’t fair. It’s not. At all.