I am officially isolated. No one wants anything to do with a broken girl to this degree anymore. No one wants to talk to me. No one wants to invite me to hang out. No one wants to help. And this is proving really really hard for me. The people I used to call my friends are mostly people I don’t want to interact with anymore because they have pushed me away and I have pushed them away. My closest friends have been totally disrespectful to me and now I don’t want anything to do with them. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I am so close to giving up and giving in especially now that I know no one cares and most people wouldn’t notice if I totally disappeared from their lives. I try to help people but no one tries to help me in return. We’ll see where this is headed.